The urge hits me like a drug the second the stress of the day peaks. It’s a quick fix, a shot of dopamine to numb the noise. I used to think it was just about …
Lately I’ve noticed I reach for a little me-time when I actually feel good for once. It’s become part of how I regulate my mood. It’s helped me feel more confi…
Sometimes, late at night, I'll just stand in front of the mirror, naked. Not to admire my body in some narcissistic way, but to remind myself. To really see it…
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Getting older masturbation seems more difficult. My dick doesn't always want to get hard. Takes more time and effort.
I lie in bed, the sheets tangled around my legs, the house completely silent. My husband is asleep next to me, his breathing deep and even, completely obliviou…
I have this specific fantasy where I'm being 'trained' or 'programmed' to be more feminine, and the only way I can finish is if I'm repeating affirmations abou…
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It feels like I'm trapped in a loop I can't escape, and it's all tied to this body that sometimes feels like mine and other times feels like a costume I can't …
I am non-binary. This isn't a phase or a trend or something I decided on a whim. It's the quiet, constant truth of my life, a reality that I've known for as lo…
We told ourselves we’d be good because we were staying at family for the holidays, but something about Christmas does this to us—too much cozy lighting, too ma…
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I still catch myself getting turned on in ways that make me pause for a second—like my brain is doing a quick scan to see if I’m “allowed” to feel it. Some day…
I’m a man, and most of the time it’s just a quick “get it out of my system” thing… but lately it’s turned into this weird little routine I look forward to more…