The Masturbational

I am jerking off my pathetic, 3-inch penis right now. I hate how small and worthless it looks in my hand. It’s barely a handful, and every time I look down at it, I feel a deep wave of shame wash over me. I know I shouldn't be getting off to this, but the humiliation turns me on in a way I can't explain. I'm ashamed of my size, and I'm ashamed that I'm sitting here furiously masturbating to my own inadequacy.